today is worth living I feel alive and renewed some times you need to face old memories to move foward they bring tears of healing .I also dealt with anger toward other people from the past writing down the feeling helped I jounel to get this out then come here to share what feels safe when you are reliving old abuse it is very draining as you move on in life some of those thing still haunt you God gives me the strength to keep trying to do new and change for the better to hopefully forgive and find love for family that has hurt me therphy brought out these feeling and next week I will go back I want to get better and be able to handal going back to school and back into the workforce a year of to recover after 20years of working with lots of overtime to nothing but church and my art work to fill the time at first was hard now I keep most days filled that I wounder if I can make it again in the workforcethanks to thius site I have met new people and got over fear of the PC I fill like I missed some thing if I not on for a few days I go to other site and join in on their chats and blogs but it all stared here comeing out of my shell to discover the PC and the friends it can offer thanks to everyone God bless and angels keep you all safe.