As i try to find my place again in an ever changing world i find that i have wondered so very far from me.All of the stresses from the outside world. All of the negative experiences that i have had. All of the gifts that i have thrown away. How can i find my way back? With hope and hard work i suppose. With the love for humanity and faith in our world.I have my hopes and dreams to get me through.The desire to live as i am on the inside...the hope to be. No i am not depressed or sad...indeed i am in love with life! I see the challenges before me and face them with the strength of a thousand. I believe that we are all connected. I believe that we are one. The challenge i face now is to re align.I must find that strength in myself to make the changes in my life. To let go of my vices. To again feel the hope that has seen me through. It would be so very easy to just pack up my car and go... but the easy way will not get me there. Running away from myself has come much to easily in the recent past. I am here and i Hope!