This is the most important time to get yourself together. I am struggling with many unfortunate life events, as we all go through sometimes, some of us worse than others. During this time we all wanna run and hide and sometimes we want to give up on life. But this, we realize gets us no where, anytime. It prevents us from carrying on with our life plan. Everything that happens to us is happening because there is something to learn from it. We have to learn to watch for the signs, we have to learn to look to the universe for guidance. We have to learn to accept what is happening to us and remember that if we just let go, if we just surrender, we will find the places we need to go, the people we need to meet, the life we are meant to live. No life can be spent in worry and fear without attracting it eventually, bringing us only more worry and fear. Its time to let go. for all of us. Taking responsibility for yourself and accepting the past, and then forgiving yourself and others whove harmed you is one step in the right direction and will pay off in the long run when you are looking to find peace. You have to let go. YOu dont have to be a product of your past, You have the ability to break free and heal and live in the present. You have to do things that make you feel good about yourself. It doesnt have to be the norm, the things everyone else tells us to do to feel good. Its what brings out the best in you. whether it be art or music, or writing, sports, meditation, ect. Whatever helps you relax and take a break from the harsh realities of the real world. and It is never to late to start taking care of yourself, It is soooo important that you pay close attention to your nutritional and physical needs, It is important that you remain social even when you dont feel like it. Yes its good to spend time alone, but too much time will make you go crazy. Go out and have fun, it doesnt have to be anything big, just make sure you get a good laugh and some time off from life. If you dont listen to your mind, heart, body, and soul, you will forever be suffering when you choose to ignore. In times when we are all suffereing at some magnitude, we must bring even more love and acceptance into our hearts and learn to let go of the fear. This is what I know, but must learn to implement well into my life. The new year has to start now for me instead of yesterday because I got off on the wrong foot but I Will never give up. With the uncertainty of the near future ahead, it is important that we now put the past away and enjoy as mucha s we can what we have now. Please reach out to those in need and be a good friend, we all need it. make each other laugh and have fun and please, dont worry, everything will work out in the end if we just hang in there. Love