I hate this for her, but I know that this is just another mile in her journey in life. My boss and great friend confided in me today that she was going to let Raémie go this afternoon. Raémie and I share a special bond. She gave me my first real piercing and has been responsible for two of my tattoos (I think that to let someone use your body as their canvas you must have some sort of special connection with them.) I want to be there for her after this, but don't really know how. I don't want her to know that I knew ahead of time that this was coming. My boss told me in the strictest of confidence. Oh conscience, what should I do?
Today was a lot of fun. I took both Sam and Sy to the dentist with me. They seem to tag along with me where ever I go .. I don't know how they find me. LOL Anyways, I spent more time trying to reprimand them with the dentist's fingers in my mouth than I have had to all day long. Of course, today wasn't as bad as Monday, when they had their monthly adjustment at the Wellness Center. Sam refuses to lay on the table. Sy makes a mad dash for the door every five seconds .. but once they've been touched by the chiropractor everything seems to snap and they're fine. .... Sigh... silence at last! It's been three weeks since my final acupuncture session and I swear I'm trying to stay calm, meditate daily and release my energy where needed. It's so much harder without him holding my hand as I go and I fear everyday that I'll snap back into my old ways. My mother started her treatment at the Wellness Center a month ago today. It's been a great ride for her. Though Andrew, my acupuncturist, could not convince her to give up smoking or her alcohol abuse he did a great job keeping her away from caffeine. She's a happier person right now; actually calls me to tell me that she loves me. It's amazing what messing with a person's heat and Qi flow will actually do! I'd love to hear from anyone reading this. Friends are such a huge part of my life ... It's just too bad that I don't have any!
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