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Well I just got to spend 2 wonderful day's with my son and his dad . we talked laughed and even cried a little .i got pic's too but i have yet to get them devliped but i will soon i promies so yal can see them .my younges son jj took up with them right away wich was grate caus jj just dont do that kind of thing Ryan and Mitch took us for a walk in the wood's on the farm it was so pretty my sons look a like hint hint . me and mitch stayed up all nite talking and Guss what we are going to give it another go at us Woot ! yes we have a lot of regrets from our past but we think we can work it out . and my daughter bree is coming home too ! so i will have my Family all together for the first time . well i'll keep yall up to dait on whats happening ok here's Wishing all yall Dreams come true as well magic is every where all you have to do is bleve blessed be

Hi every one a few weeks ago i wrote a blog called pain about my son i havent gotten to see sence he was 4 then last week i found him on myspace and we have been talking i just wanted to say thanks for all yall prayers .

Well i said i would let yall know if it was him and it is him i fount me son after all this time .he sent me an email and we are now going to start talking and getting to know each other.i just wanted to say thank you all very much for the prayers

to day i think i mite have found my son ryan !no i havent gotten to talk to him yet i am hopeful i will get to soon even if it's for him to tell me he wants nothing to do with me .i sent him an email with qustions and telling him things that only i would know so i wil keep my fingers crossed and pray . i'll let yall know what happens ok .love yall littlegemini

I'm looking for you . I'm wshing on the brightest star in hopes your ok where ever you are.i say your name just to here me say it i dont want to miss you any more i want you to walk through my door I know you wont be that small little 3 year old boy you was the day yall left you just turnd 18 in augest I want so much to tell you how much mommy loves you and always thinking of you I wonder what you look like if your big or small. wondring if you rember me at all .I rember sitting on the back porch when it raind and how you would laugh when I'de jump cause the thunder cought me off gard you just thought that was so funny . i hope you had a good life with your dad i hope he is so good to you .well son mommy is looking for you i just wanted you to know. i think about you every day and hope your ok Patrick mitchell ryan reynolds mommy loves you .and never for got you .

I keep haveing bad dreams about my son JJ .He can't talk but in my dreams he does he says goodbye and tries to leave but I stop him he gets mad at me, goes back to his room and slams the door. I sit down and finsh my coffee so as to give him time to calm down.When I go to his room he looks up at me and says,' You always stop me.' Then I wake up.And I do keep him from running out the door,not to be mean ,but to keep him safe so he doesn't get hurt.My son is 15 and has many handicaps. Anyways my dream makes me worry. Am I holding him back some how?Is my fear of him getting hurt keeping me from letting him grow up? Oh I wish he could talk . I wish there was a school he could go to to help him learn. He goes to public high school now, but school and home are not the same and thay need to be. If I could find a school for autism maybe he would learn a lot more, but I live in a state that does not have one. At school he does a lot more for them than he does at home. Well anyway as you can see I'm confused. Any help out there ?

I keep haveing bad dreams about my son JJ .He can't talk but in my dreams he does he says goodbye and tries to leave but I stop him he gets mad at me, goes back to his room and slams the door. I sit down and finsh my coffee so as to give him time to calm down.When I go to his room he looks up at me and says,' You always stop me.' Then I wake up.And I do keep him from running out the door,not to be mean ,but to keep him safe so he doesn't get hurt.My son is 15 and has many handicaps. Anyways my dream makes me worry. Am I holding him back some how?Is my fear of him getting hurt keeping me from letting him grow up? Oh I wish he could talk . I wish there was a school he could go to to help him learn. He goes to public high school now, but school and home are not the same and thay need to be. If I could find a school for autism maybe he would learn a lot more, but I live in a state that does not have one. At school he does a lot more for them than he does at home. Well anyway as you can see I'm confused. Any help out there ?

well hello every one i wanted to take the time to tell yall a little about my self .im a proud mom and im trying to write a book .I'm very short big but cute hehe well i had to get a laugh out of you some how i love to make others smile ,and even though im not a pro at any thing i try my best my youngest son is 15 and has Spectram Autism,and other handicaps but he is my life and i love him .he had been threw a lot in is short 15 years from being born at 26 weeks to a kidney transplant in 1998 among other things well yall this is me if you just need some one to talk to im here or on http://myspace.com/littlefoot37324